Monday, November 20, 2006

So Cal part 2 (of many more)
These are the pics from our gorgeous afternoon at El Matador Beach. I'm confident in saying that I've never seen anything so beautiful. Even the scary scrawny nude man perched on the rock couldn't wear down the magic of this place. So incredibly lovely....to anyone who thinks I'm crazy for wanting to get married at the ocean instead of a church-there's no way that you can tell me that God doesn't live there. No way....I'm confident in saying that I think it's His home base.

So here it is again-another Monday. I hadn't even processed my LA trip yet before I was off to NYC for the weekend. We'll get to that adventure eventually....I got home last night around 1am and it feels both great and deeply sad to be home for good. I've got a weird thing going on with me these days. I'm feeling that intense urge to uproot and start over in a new location for awhile. I think it's also known as "running away." I've been indulging it a quite a bit lately and I'm not sure if it's doing more harm than good to my emotions. I haven't really stood still long enough to make any honest decisions. Maybe that's why I'm so scared to be home. It's too real here.

1 comment:

nina beana said...

aaah, my pretties- i loved seeing these pics, and can't wait to see more. i was missing the bloggie you- good to see you back.

please don't run away- but if you have to, when you come back, we have to reinstate our hanging out time, ok?

also, holiday craftiness is a must- what's your weekend schedule look like?

xo